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Ender's Game - Sacrifice by ziwu Ender's Game - Sacrifice by ziwu
Ender: "We had pilots with our ships, didn't we."
Graff: "Yes."
Ender: "I was ordering pilots to go in and die and I didn't even know it."
Graff: "They knew it, Ender, and they went anyway. They knew what it was for."

- Ender's Game p.298

This shot is when the last few surviving International Fleet pilots are dropping their star fighters into the Formic home planet's atmosphere to fire off their MD Device. Ever since I read Ender's Game way back in '93 or '94, I had this scene stuck in my mind. But I never actually took the time to make it. Now that the Ender movie is finally announced for 2008, I thought I might as well finish this up.

The reason I like this scene's because, even though as a species, we're selfish and self-preserving creatures; there are times when we sacrifice everything for the sake of others, that's what makes us special. Anyway, to all those who sacrificed and will continue to sacrifice, thank you.

(Or I'll blow up your house with the Little Doctor! ;P)
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Creationizecelic Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2015
Damn these pilots there like Japanese kamikazes how they go to battle doing everything the command says an knowingly they are going to die
VaniIje Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This piece made such inpact on me ohmygosh;;
Lovely and amazing work!!
Kami-no-yume Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014
We kill the character in the book to save real people. But is there a line between reality and fiction? Art is very hard.
frap4 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014
__From Ender's shadow:
-On those ships, thought Bean, there are individual men who gave up homes and families, the world of their birth, in order to cross a great swatch of the galaxy and make war on a terrible enemy. Somewhere along the way they're bound to understand that Ender's strategy requires them all to die. Perhaps they already have. And yet they obey and will continue to obey the orders that come to them. As in the famous Charge of the Light Brigade, these soldiers give up their lives, trusting that their commanders are using them well. While we sit safely here in these simulator rooms, playing an elaborate computer game, they are obeying, dying so that all of humankind can live.

And yet we who command them, we children in these elaborate game machines, have no idea of their courage, their sacrifice. We cannot give them the honor they deserve, because we don't even know they exist.

Except for me.

There sprang into Bean's mind a favorite scripture of Sister Carlotta's. Maybe it meant so much to her because she had no children. She told Bean the story of Absalom's rebellion against his own father, King David. In the course of a battle, Absalom was killed. When they brought the news to David, it meant victory, it meant that no more of his soldiers would die. His throne was safe. His life was safe. But all he could think about was his son, his beloved son, his dead boy.

Bean ducked his head, so his voice would be heard only by the men under his command. And then, for just long enough to speak, he pressed the override that put his voice into the ears of all the men of that distant fleet. Bean had no idea how his voice would sound to them; would they hear his childish voice, or were the sounds distorted, so they would hear him as an adult, or perhaps as some metallic, machinelike voice? No matter. In some form the men of that distant fleet would hear his voice, transmitted faster than light, God knows how.

"O my son Absalom," Bean said softly, knowing for the first time the kind of anguish that could tear such words from a man's mouth. "My son, my son Absalom. Would God I could die for thee, O Absalom, my son. My sons!"

He had paraphrased it a little, but God would understand. Or if he didn't, Sister Carlotta would.

Now, thought Bean. Do it now, Ender. You're as close as you can get without giving away the game. They're beginning to understand their danger. They're concentrating their forces. They'll blow us out of the sky before our weapons can be launched  - 

"All right, everybody except Petra's squadron," said Ender. "Straight down, as fast as you can. Launch Dr. Device against the planet. Wait till the last possible second. Petra, cover as you can."

The squadron leaders, Bean among them, echoed Ender's commands to their own fleets. And then there was nothing to do but watch. Each ship was on its own.

The enemy understood now, and rushed to destroy the plummeting humans. Fighter after fighter was picked off by the inrushing ships of the Formic fleet. Only a few human fighters survived long enough to enter the atmosphere.

Hold on, thought Bean. Hold on as long as you can.

The ships that launched too early watched their Dr. Device burn up in the atmosphere before it could go off. A few other ships burned up themselves without launching.

Two ships were left. One was in Bean's squadron.

"Don't launch it," said Bean into his microphone, head down. "Set it off inside your ship. God be with you."__

___In Ender's game:

In that final battle in Battle School, he had won by ignoring the enemy, ignoring his own losses; he had moved against the enemy's gate.

And the enemy's gate was down.

If I break this rule, they'll never let me be a commander. It would be too dangerous. I'll never have to play a game again. And that is victory.

He whispered quickly into the microphone. His commanders took their parts of the fleet and grouped themselves into a thick projectile, a cylinder aimed at the nearest of the enemy formations. The enemy, far from trying to repel him, welcomed him in, so he could be thoroughly entrapped before they destroyed him. Mazer is at least taking into account the fact that by now they would have learned to respect me. thought Ender. And that does buy me time.

Ender dodged downward, north, east, and down again, not seeming to follow any plan, but always ending up a little closer to the enemy planet. Finally the enemy began to close in on him too tightly. Then, suddenly, Ender's formation burst. His fleet seemed to melt

into chaos. The eighty fighters seemed to follow no plan at all, firing at enemy ships at random, working their way into hopeless individual paths among the bugger craft.

After a few minutes of battle, however, Ender whispered to his squadron leaders once more, and suddenly a dozen of the remaining fighters formed again into a formation. But now they were on the far side of one of the enemy's most formidable groups; they had, with terrible losses, passed through and now they had covered more than half the distance to the enemy's planet.

The enemy sees now, thought Ender. Surely Mazer sees what I'm doing.

Or perhaps Mazer cannot believe that I would do it. Well so much the better for me.

Ender's tiny fleet darted this way and that, sending two or three fighters out as if to attack, then bringing them back. The enemy closed in, drawing in ships and formations that had been widely scattered, bringing them in for the kill. The enemy was most concentrated beyond Ender, so he could not escape back into open space, closing him in. Excellent, thought Ender. Closer. Come closer.

Then he whispered a command and the ships dropped like rocks toward the planet's surface. They were starships and fighters, completely unequipped to handle the heat of passage through an atmosphere. But Ender never intended them to reach the atmosphere. Almost from the moment they began to drop, they were focusing their Little Doctors on one thing only. The planet itself.

One, two, four, seven of his fighters were blown away. It was all a gamble now, whether any of his ships would survive long enough to get in range. It would not take long, once they could focus on the planet's surface. Just a moment with Dr, Device, that's all I want. It occurred to Ender that perhaps the computer wasn't even equipped to show what would happen to a planet if the Little Doctor attacked it. What will I do then, shout Bang, you're dead?

Ender took his hands off the controls and leaned in to watch what happened. The perspective was close to the enemy planet now, as the ship hurtled into its well of gravity. Surely it's in range now, thought Ender. It must be in range and the computer can't handle it.

Then the surface of the planet, which filled half the simulator field now, began to bubble; there was a gout ot explosion, hurling debris out toward Ender's fighters. Ender tried to imagine what was happening inside the planet. The field growing and growing, the molecules bursting apart but finding nowhere for the separate atoms to go.

Within three seconds the entire planet burst apart, becoming a sphere of bright dust, hurtling outward. Ender's fighters were among the first to go: their perspective suddenly vanished, and now the simulator could only display the perspective of the starships waiting beyond the edges of the battle. It was as close as Ender wanted to be. The sphere

of the exploding planet grew outward faster than the enemy ships could avoid it. And it carried with it the Little Doctor, not so little anymore, the field taking apart every ship in its path, erupting each one into a dot of light before it went on.

Only at the very periphery of the simulator did the M.D. field weaken. Two or three enemy ships were drifting away. Ender's own starships did not explode. But where the vast enemy fleet had been, and the planet they protected, there was nothing meaningful. A lump of dirt was growing as gravity drew much of the debris downward again. It was glowing hot and spinning visibly; it was also much smaller than the world had been before. Much of its mass was now a cloud still flowing outward.

Ender took off his headphones, filled with the cheers of his squadron leaders, and only then realized that there was just as much noise in the room with him. Men in uniform were hugging each other, laughing, shouting; others were weeping; some knelt or lay prostrate, and Ender knew they were caught up in prayer. Ender didn't understand. It seemed all wrong. They were supposed to be angry.

Colonel Graff detached himself from the others and came to Ender. Tears streamed down his face, but he was smiling. He bent over, reached out his arms, and to Ender's surprise he embraced him, held him tightly, and whispered, "Thank you, thank you Ender. Thank God for you, Ender."

The others soon came, too, shaking his hand, congratulating him. He tried to make sense of this. Had he passed the test after all? It was his victory, not theirs, and a hollow one at that, a cheat; why did they act as if he had won with honor?

The crowd parted and Mazer Rackham walked through. He came straight to Ender and held out his hand.

"You made the hard choice, boy. All or nothing. End them or end us. But heaven knows there was no other way you could have done it. Congratulations. You beat them, and it's all over."

All over. Beat them. Ender didn't understand. "I beat *you*."

Mazer laughed, a loud laugh that filled the room.

"Ender, you never played *me*. You never played a *game* since I became your enemy."

Ender didn't get the joke. He had played a great many games, at a terrible cost to himself. He began to get angry.

Mazer reached out and touched his shoulder. Ender shrugged him off. Mazer then grew serious and said, "Ender, for the past few months you have been the battle commander of our fleets. This was the Third Invasion. There were no games, the battles were real, and

the only enemy you fought was the buggers. You won every battle, and today you finally fought them at their home world, where the queen was, all the queens from all their colonies, they all were there and you destroyed them completely. They'll never attack us again. You did it. You." 

Personally, I prefer Bean's version.

DibAument Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2014
xXTsumoriXx Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I remember this part... T_T This book was so amazing!!!
M-Romanauskas Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Numb3red Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2014
Brilliant. I recognized it right away.
Fox-Rachel Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014
Did you see the movie?
Architect-9 Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2013
I didn't even have to read the caption. Beautiful.
martinsilen Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2013
BKTiel Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2013
Just saw the movie. Close, but not quite spot on :(
flobear777 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist
:iconcryforeverplz: I love this, but this book is so goddamn sad. I love it though.
The-Ender-Wiggin Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013
minime41191 Featured By Owner May 18, 2013
This is phenomenal, wow!
MadSmilesStudio Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
sadly the movie didnt come out in 08, but its confirmed to be '13 november 1st :D, amazing picture btw, im a huge ender's game fan
Gunny-Kilroy Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013
November 1st? HELL YEAH!
kennycheer Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
NovENDER first :)
Hanajash Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
Just brilliant, every detail! And this is a strong scene, it surely deserves this attention. It's just if we were inside the ship, watching others dropping to the planet, terrible...

The scene that always stuck in my head was the generals and other high range militars crying on their knees behind Ender, after he (without knowing it) blew up the formic planet. It was there when I realize it was real.
DarthRoden Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2013
Very moving.
McTalon Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Excellent painting :) Aaaaaargggg, I wish the movie would come out sooner. I just hope it's worth the wait.
MysterMism Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Professional Filmographer
South Africa represent! haha. Nice work, great picture!
KoruIkumi Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012
Excellent job! The lines are great, the colours are great, the sense of momentum is great!
Stellar-kid Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
shubi120 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
i love this book!
XenocidaEnder Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2012  Student Filmographer
What I love about his books most - they make you despise humanity and people weaknesses, and adore the perfection of the Buggers, Jane, and eventually Ender, who happens to be cast out of society and becomes kind of 'inhuman' with his analytical thinking and unnatural urge to tell but truth. (And Hyrum! Must not forget about the amazing Hyrum Graff!)

P.S. Am I the only one who finds all the characters extremely(!) believable? I mean, I can't help but think of them as living people even after all that time... and I also like them a lot more than True living people. Darn!
TheDTYP Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2012
This was my favorite part as well. As soon as Mazer's like "You beat THEM" I'm like "No. NO!"
I love how the book made you feel bad for the Buggers, and I'm glad that they eventually get a second chance.
jojobean97 Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
i read this book for a fiction report, because my brother had positive things to say about this book
when i red that part i was like "gasp, it wasnt a game all the time" and then i was all "he killed off the bugger species" and then like
halofan2010 Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2012
Well, no movie (yet), but great rendering.
Doctorboffin Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2012
Delta406 Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Wonderful art, and a great scene to recreate from the book.
NotAGoddess Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I love that you chose to depict this scene, of all the scenes from that book. Even though the reader never got to meet them, I always thought that the pilots that Ender and his jeesh was unknowingly commanding were really respectable and the fact that they become important characters without even having names or personalities to match to is quite interesting.

Great job and great imagination on how this scene might even look on a single pilot who, as was a huge possibility in the book, is a family man.
yellowrosebeauty Featured By Owner May 2, 2012
Just wanted to tell you. I have been reading the ender series finally and today I finished Ender's Shadow. The part where Bean knows that real people are dying and when he talks to them had me sobbing. I kept imagining this picture in my head. It's exactly how I see what happened to the fleets. Very powerful stuff and it just made the book all more emotional for me
WhatChair Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you
Orson02 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I wish I could favorite this twice! I loved this book and can't wait for the movie now that it's back in production! Also great picture. Way to capture the essence of the sacrifice. I especially love his hand touching the photo.
dinosgorawrXD Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
i almost cried Q~Q
love-eternal Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2011
Just awesome. I really love this, great job catching the emotion without showing a facial expression. This part was my fave in Shadow, too. *tear*

Excellent work!
Last-Verse Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
NO! Not the Little Doctor! *goes to fullview* Oh, and I never heard of an Ender movie...did it ever come out?
Legions-Legate Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I love this picture. I loved that book. They sacrificed their lives at Ender's behest so that they could save Humanity. Heroes, even though fiction.
Fox-Rachel Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2011
[link] He feels bad (at least in my head)

I believe I've commented on this before but I absolutely adore this picture.
Zenemas Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
That's so sad. There's a picture of their family.

I hated how the book ended. With the egg explaining to him that they didn't want to fight. I love the book though... RIP
CattickElf Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
That part pissed me off! Beautiful drawing by the way!
Soapygold Featured By Owner May 28, 2011
WOAH I love it.
Avaken Featured By Owner May 5, 2011
I know I'm a little late finding this piece, but I loved this story and I think this piece is an excellent tribute and portrayal of one of the most powerful scenes in the book. Thanks. :]
cpags Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2011
amazing how i always pictured it
spiritwinned Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2011
wow... the photograph made me consider this scene in a way that i never have before... thanks for sharing!
MyaTheSquishyOctopus Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
great book, amazing picture
IzabellaStormfire Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2010
This book made such a huge impact on me... really made me question stuff like: where is the point where you are committing horrendous moral crimes... but it's okay, because you're doing it for the greater good?

And this was one of the scenes that came this close to making me cry, right in the middle of English class.

Thank you for capturing it so perfectly.


"We are all so very proud of you" that also nearly made my cry. Very nice touch.
Merrydaze Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
Okay, let me just put this in perspective... I finished this book about, oh, and HOUR ago. It was so good. You did a great job on this scene. And jeez, I didn't even know there was a movie! Oh my...
AyyyCaramba Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2010
There wasn't a movie. Orson Scott Card revoked the rights because the script wasn't up to snuff. The movie's been announced and then scrapped about three times now, unfortunately.
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